Third week into this crazy new life-style and already the choices abound. Do this or that? Go to class or don't? I guess I always knew that I'd always have to make choices, but I guess I figured these would be easy choices, because I knew what I wanted from life. But then suddenly this morning when I wake up with 5 minutes to get ready before class, I was thinking do I really want to go? Then, of course, being me, I threw everything else to the wayside, and went.
But what struck me about the moment was that I was absolutely alone, and there was a choice to make and none of you would even know, if I never said anything. It was a weird new experience. So I guess what I'm trying to say is that this whole , all alone thing isn't making me very happy.Which I makes perfect sense if you think about it, because if we were really meant to be all alone, then I would be ok right now. Hmmm mind-blowing to see human nature in yourself. Well for those of you who were worried in the beginning of this post, I'm going to all my classes tomorrow, on time and everything.
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